I have the same issue. i'am a connoisseur of good beer. I binge drink aswell. I find myself rampinig up the amount during the week. like a bomb counting down to the weekend. it starts over on Monday and slowly gets worse. but it usually ends up with me snapping at the most minimal things and the anger train don't stop. I feel a good way to check my control level is just stop drinki, like ive done so many times before. but it quickly just continues where I left off. like a messed up dream