I am here too. I have thought about this "place" everyday for the past week or so. I found an e mail today. Another sober spring. This will be my third summer since I put my shot glass down. I am struggling with some grown up problems and becoming depressed. I have never been able to handle prolonged sadness or frustration. Well, that is until now , right? I think I need to be here for a bit. Hey Weasey , you remember me??