Unspeakable cruelty
I got a FedEx package today. I generally don't get that many, but enough to know how to read the packing material. It was from a company in Massachusetts that I never heard of. I thought it may be a business related matter concerning my own business.
It turned out to be from my brother who lives in Rhode Island, but is only about a mile from the Mass border. It contained pictures of his son's wedding on Saturday. Lots of pics of him and his GF and his 4 kids etc. I was to have attended this event, until I was dis-invited by my nephew due to the strained relations I have with his father.
A note was attached and it stated how he had his kids and his GF and he didn't need me. Also that I would never know the joy of having my own children like he has. It was just a stab in my heart. It was so very deliberately cruel.
Once again, I have turned to drink for solace. It sux. I am a weenie.
I keep editing this post. I feel like a weenie because there are many here that have problems and issues are so much worse than my own and they stay sober.