Thank you, ZaBoozer. Just FYI, your posts of your journey have been incredible to read.
And Anna - OMG you said something that absolutely resonated with me. Once again, I feel like I'm hearing things I've heard may times before but now that really mean something. "Trying to manage drinking is exhausting. I was completely exhausted at the end of my drinking days..."
Yes. Yes, yes, yes. It's exhausting. The amount of effort that goes into trying to manage/contain my alcoholism is psychologically and physically exhausting.