Hi everyone, it's been a rough few days for me. My doctor switched my medication on me a few weeks ago and I've been dealing with the fact that the medication has been making my condition worse, which in turn had made me frustrated and depressed resulting in me really wanting to drink to just forget about all of it. I've been keeping myself busy, though, cleaning, meeting up with friends, and working out. Today is day 85. I can't wait to hit that 90 day mark. My husband has recently come around and I guess since I didn't relapse around day 60 like I've done may times in the past, he really believes my sobriety is forever and has been supportive. It makes me that much more motivated to stick with it. I know after enough relapses it won't matter how long I'm sober, he would never believe it was for good. So I'm determined to make this time work!