Back again like many
Yep its 3.30 am. Woke up on the couch again. My wife doesn't bother to wake me any more. I'm starting to think this will beat me. I am a strong person but this is exhausting. Can get til Friday swearing I will not drink then about 4 PM it's the best idea I've ever had.to get some beer. Just Friday and Saturday turned into Sunday as well. a case of beer isn't enough Any more. I go and get more Sunday at around 5. Last night 10 beers wasn't enough so I drank half a bottle of wine too. Moderation at it's worst. Everything you read everything you learn about this is true you just have to admit it and see it for what it is. This is a joke I have everything to loose it should be motivation enough. Why do people say you don't have a problem but l definitely drink too much. Support is zero.
That's enough for now. Hope you are all wining.