SDH.....I'm reading this thread like crazy today....I've got 6 months next week and the pull to drink (just tonight ha) is stronger than it's ever been so far! I'm trying to remember all the crud that made me stop in the first place.
One thing I've realized, is that I can't let my feelings dictate my sobriety. It's not always going to feel new and exciting. It's mainly going to feel like life with it's ups and downs. I know you know that...just throwing it out there for the both of us.