On Day 2
Well, I have made it to day 2 after drinking for 8 straight nights and some days in a row. Feels great not to wake up depressed, anxious, and dysfunctional. Husband thinks that I will just cave in and relapse as usual (and he doesn't even think I am an addict). But I know that I lose control after that first drink, and that is all that matters. Plus, even though I have been relapsing, I do give myself credit for getting back on the sober horse and giving it another try, while making changes to my program. I have faith in God.