Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
Can you find a way to do a surgical fix? There must be a way to fix the previous error - or a way to mitigate pain through acupuncture or exercise/physical therapy.
I'm sorry you're suffering, but lots of people with chronic illness and pain find ways to deal that don't include using mind-altering recreational drugs.
There is hope, you can put it down. How about counseling?
Done everything mate - I had pioneering surgery for Europe and since then all docs won't touch me as they don't know or fear they will make it worse - it can't get worse - im at the stage I would consider getting the spinal cord cut just above the main pain