Garden Girl, I know what you mean -- payday, free time on the weekend, spare money in hand -- could be dangerous.
There must be a reason you quit in the first place, or maybe many reasons. There is also a reason you still have a job to draw a paycheck from.
You ARE entitled, to so many things: health, a good night's sleep, waking up clear-headed in the morning, the respect of other people, being able to save money or spend it on life-enhancing things instead of squandering it on life-damaging poison.
If you drink this weekend, I think you know what would happen in the following days and weeks ...
But you have the choice not to entertain those thoughts and not to go down that old and dangerous road. Been there, done that. You have already seen the view from there. You know there's a better road with better scenery.
So, best wishes for a healthy and enjoyable weekend!