Thanks for the support everyone! I got through the night and made it to today, day 82, I'm proud of it. These past few weeks have been testing me but my sober plan is working in my favor.
Secretary, I'm glad you're enjoying your new job more and congratulations on the puppy
your new pup is very lucky to have you and your family!
On a slightly unrelated note, my cat has been sneaking outside when we come and go from the house lately. A few weeks ago I was out and my husband came home with groceries and he snuck out undetected. It wasn't until I came home half an hour later and started looking for him that I found him hidden in the bushes. He's declawed (not by me, we adopted him after it was done) so he would not survive in the wild. Times like this I'm reminded how close I came to losing him and how if I had been drinking then or was currently, he would have snuck out and I would have been too drunk to notice until it was likely too late.
Sobriety can be hard sometimes but it sure beats the alternative!