That's what I always tell myself while I'm clean and in the 'pumped up' mode. I say that, I get to start a completely new life and it's actually invigorating. Until, I start trying to build that 'brand new life' and nothing happens and it's just pretty much still the same except I'm not using. As a functioning addict, that means (to me anyway) that it's still exactly the same. I just don't see what there is out there. I used to love to work out, but now I just don't see the point. You could probably say that about every hobby, task, etc that I used to do...That I just don't see the point.