ArtFriend, I'm sorry you drank. I'm sorry you feel alone and lonely. I'm sorry that Texas is having such tragic flooding.
I'm sending hugs. However, you know that your family isn't supportive. Either they're thoughtless or maybe cousin Susie thought of you but got distracted and didn't call. Then cousin Bob thought cousin Susie called. Things happen. We don't have to drink over them. And too, a LOT of people here in the U.S. don't even know about the floods or that much of Texas was declared a disaster relief zone.
Find inside what keeps you strong. Find inside the strength to admit weakness and reach out for help before you drink.