Originally Posted by
Scram 
The moment I start I cannot stop. Once consumed, virtually everything else becomes secondary to alcohol. This has led to countless regrettable actions, yet somehow not enough to have me stop.
I'm 35 years old and I have no idea how to live without alcohol. Yet at the same time, I know I can no longer live like this. If that even makes sense...
That pretty much describes the problem.
Make today your Stop day and everything will change. I don't think it's possible to know how to live without alcohol until you do it.
Even then, it's one day, one hour, one moment at a time.