I'm finally getting there!
It's been a while since I've been on here and to be honest things took a hard and fast downward spiral. Started drinking even more heavily, even while i was at work.
Then six weeks ago, I stopped.
Dropped my kids off at their mothers, after my youngests fifth birthday, went home and drank 4 bottles of wine. Woke up the next morning and said no more.
First week was so damn hard. Shaking, sweating, Craving! But running it through my head every time how the drinking just does nothing positive for me at all.
So 24th April. An easy date for me to remember.
I have never been this long without a drink. But i know this is always going to be an ongoing battle. One I'm determined to fight. Even if i should slip I know I will fight on. I am feeling better than I have in years.