My husband and I were driving and talking. Then he actually quoted the song your no fun since you quit drinking. He smiled and said you know I'm joking right? Well with the look of a mother scorned he knew he better back WAY off.! I know I haven't been as aroused as the usual drinking me but he better understand I am going through some stuff right now. We will get back to the every other day thing but it might be awhile. No I did not cut him off totally but it is a lot less. He says he is proud of me for what I am doing but the urge to be close right now is not there for me. I'm I being to selfish?
Will he know I love him but I need some time to heal ? And will I ever get that longing feeling for touch back again?
Sorry for so many question's but I'm a bit offset by all of these missing feelings. It is like my "needs " have been put on tranquilizers.
