Maybe the answer is not to do it alone rl41?
what about joining a group thread like the Class of May?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-3-a-7.html
or joining the 24 hour Recovery connection thread - it's a great way to make a commitment to daily sobriety?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...t-59-a-14.html
There's some great ideas about making a better recovery plan here, as well as information on real life support like AA & other recovery groups
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
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