Thank you Dee.
It's good to see you Pouncer. Hang out for a bit
So I went to the wedding. It was lovely. Then at the end I had a little meltdown. Not over not drinking that didn't phase me. I had a pretty infamous DWI in January. This was the first big event I have been to since then. It was very draining being around that many people who knew about my rock bottom. I know I could have not gone but it was my best friends daughter's wedding and she is one of the few who stood by me unconditionally. I felt I needed to go for her. I am hoping now that I have done this it will get easier doing these things.
Totally different running into people here and there at Wal-Mart than to have 300 of them gathered in one spot all at once. Small town living in all it's glory. But I did eat cake