Originally Posted by
alphaomega Hi there and welcome !
I just want you to know, I understand everything you are talking about. Both of my parents were alcoholics, as was my sister (who was also a prescription drug addict pharmacist that stole pills while dispensing them). So I know all about that part.
I, too, have severe panic disorder and have has episodes of agoraphobia. I had to take my last semester off of college, because the anxiety was so horrible, I couldn't sit through class.
Can I ask, do you use either drugs or alcohol at present ?
i don't use anything. i am terrified of them to be honest. some times when i am really low i do think about it, but I dont think i will ever go through with it.