I think I'm gonna catch a plane tomorrow.
but you say you can't go to detox..........even your DOG knows it's time to DO something about this.
nine years ago our older dog bucky was just a puppy and we'd be smoking crack and the poor little thing would look at us like "What is WRONG with you two???" and then go hide in the bedroom. it was on oddly SHAMING moment.....and the start of our turnaround. 8.5 years off that sh!t.
that same dog is sacked out on the couch right now, 9 yrs old, without a care in the world as to what is wrong with his humans...........
RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE.