With me 1 beer always lead to another eventually, then i'd find myself eventually drinking till blackout each night .
I found it best to get off the merry go round and stay off .
If you decide to invite the madness that is drinking back into your life why the desperate rush ?
Why not take a few days to fully mull it over .. put the decision to go back off for few days, try a bit more sobriety .
There is the whole of your life ahead of you, you know what drinking is like and what it brings, you don't know what sobriety will bring .
Being a thief and stealing from your housemates for drink , is that really who you want to be ?
Bestwishes, m