Hi renabee and welcome to SR! Way to go on 21 days! That's great.
Endgame, those sound like new verses for It's the End of the World As We Know it. But I do feel fine despite all of that.
I think I will take the kids to the museum. I don't think Mr. Ruby will be joining us. Brynn, I don't really know where my husband drinks because he disappears. I only see the aftermath. Day two of the weekend and he's in bed still at noon. He didn't join us for nephew's party. Probably won't join us today. But he'll sure feel better and find ways to disappear tomorrow. His priorities and agenda will be our crises tomorrow. With lamentations of "we never spend time together as a family.". No, YOU don't spend time with us as a family. We are a family every day but you choose not to participate.
That's where our drinking brings us. So I keep that in mind and I stay and work on my sobriety.