Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Welcome back Rah
Do you think you're near the point where you might accept that you can't help but overdo it? D
Yes. I don't know why this is so hard. You would think that it would be easy but there are so many thoughts that go through my head. What really bothers me is that on those occasions where I've overdone it I always had the choice to order soda instead of another beer. The thought just doesn't seem to cross my mind. I guess by the time it comes to make the decision my judgment is already altered. I have been doing better but not good enough. To get things right I need to come to terms with the fact that I cannot drink at all. There are so many reasons why i shouldn't drink....not good for my body, not good for my mind or emotions, not good for my relationship w my husband (although he is my partner in crime), time lost, time that could be done doing something positive, etc. Like I said, seems like not drinking should be a slam dunk.