Oh, yeah. And my apartment is in shambles. I started cleaning it a little bit yesterday, did a little more today. It's still pretty bad. Dirty dishes, half eaten food, food splatters on the wall and counter in the kitchen, garbage on the floors and counters because I couldn't be bothered to walk 5 feet to throw it away. I shudder to think how bad I'd let it get if I didn't have to, at some point, sober up and show up for work.