So angry...just want to drink
I've not been posting much recently. My newborn is just over 3 weeks old. Had a huge fight with my boyfriend and all I want to do is go and get a bottle of wine. It's such a pathetic reaction to being angry. My poor son is lying in his Moses basket with me for a mother....what chance does he have! I keep thinking I'm getting somewhere and then this happens. 11 months and my instinct is still to drink. I'm scared I'm going to throw all this away and I'll never be able to look in my sons face.