Hi exwell,
Congrats on 45 days sobriety good work.
My understanding of this is that everyone has a different experience depending on how much the drank, what they drank, for how long, other health problems etc. Theres similarities in what we go through though, and thats where I found SR great.
If youre doing well, and its sounds like you are then keep on keeping on mate. Our journeys may be different, the destination of sobriety is all that really matters.
I guess what im trying to say is, if whatever your doing is keeping you sober keep up the good work :-)