Jimjim,
You have no idea how relieved I am to see a post from you, with words! It means you are here and trying.
Yep, make a plan. Put the drink down. If I could do it, you can too. It's a miracle I still have my job. It's a miracle I never hurt anyone in a car. It's a miracle my doctor now says I have a "beautiful liver." Yes, I take pride in that dang it!
Come join the 24 hour thread. Join that May group. I can think if a few marchers who would love to hear from you too.
Come back tomorrow!