He is very sick. I've blocked him from everything and I do not have any interest in talking to him, seeing him, etc. I am OK for the time being. One day at a time. Thank you for all of your input. I got some really great responses!
I truly do feel like an addict (being addicted to him.) I've had multiple postings stating how done I am and how "THIS TIME" I really know that I am done with him. Sure, I've relapsed a few times and have picked that scab off a few times, and found myself frustrated for being hurt over and over. But I am going to step forward towards healing again.
Tired of making excuses and exceptions for him. Nothing changes and nothing changes. I do not want someone who brings me eternal pain rather than happiness.