Originally Posted by
FreeOwl 
... you could just be dealing with 'normal' recovery. I had some really heavy times from about month 4-8....
Me too. Since then I read more about PAWs and it kind of made sense. Perhaps this article might be of some use to you? ...
PAWS | Digital Dharma
For me things started improving when I found a sponsor and started working the steps (before I'd been going to AA meetings and just kind of soaking it up as best I could without taking the step of asking for help or doing any of the work).
Hope you start feeling better soon. It's a scary dark old hole to find yourself down. Take care. Things will get better as long as you don't drink.