4 detoxes,2nd rehab seems to be working
40 days sober longest since I was 14,im almost 50.Worst so called bottom eas 5 months of aprox a liter of vodka a day or more cant remember a lot.Took rehab very serious this time death was going to be the next stop if I didn't get it right.About 40 days sober on naltrexone and a few other meds not much of a craving,learned a ton in rehab about how the brain functions and how damaged it gets and the dopamine,receptor frontal lobe styff makes sense.So far so good I know I don't GOT IT yet.one day............