That happened to me with several things when younger. I understand completely and thought I was the only one.
You have an aversion then after. Let me see, well my art is one thing. I spent a lot off time doing this b & w drawing.
Used to do a bit in every other class I wasn't interested in, it was my most committed art project ever, on a big sheet.
Anyway, it disappeared from my bedroom and I had to assume my parents threw it out. I never drew again after that.
Loads of examples like that here I just woke up. Thanks for that, we are validated. Enjoy the gardening now ArtFriend.