When I was at 4 months, there were days I struggled, but then there would be other days I was completely fine. One of the things I was dealing with at 4 months, was that the weather was getting nice out here. So between the winter AV switch to the summer AV switch, it was an adjustment. You sound like you're going through the same thing. One of the things I was very careful about (and am still careful about), is making sure I put myself in environments that support my sobriety.
I would recommend that if you're struggling to reach out. I had to reach out a few times to others during that time and it helped get me through.
