Thank you everyone for sharing. I have a year and some months and while I've been fairly comfortable in sobriety, I've gotten a little lax. Today has been a horrible day and if I hadn't made myself do what I didn't want to at all which was ask for help, I'd have been drunk by now.
I forget the pain of drinking. I forget that it only makes the problems and pain of the day worse. I forget that drinking at a problem isn't the solution. I forget that extreme anger is not my friend. It's the friend of the little voice that wants me to drink.
Thanks for the reminders. I need them today.