Originally Posted by
SpiritOfDjinn 
Sounds like maybe a tune up is in order. How's your confidence level after that slip up? Are you still feeling okay with your sobriety or are you fighting with regret and self doubt / loathing? That combo is the worst. Keep your chin up. You can do better and you obviously already know it.
I, personally, have so little self confidence and so much regret. When i worked at my old job, that was my happiness center, and now that I no longer have that, I pretty much feel like I have nothing.