Hi Creek;
Just want to send you some support--
These "out of the blue" cravings seem to be a kind of cycle and it will pass
if you stay vigilant as you are now and distract yourself with some other things.
I think it would be worth the drive to Cape or wherever to get some face to face support--
You know where the drinking leads, and it isn't good
continued sobriety, however, is a new road with lots to look forward to--