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Old 05-15-2015, 01:27 PM
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BlueFairy
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Thanks for your responses. My stomach seems to be calming, if it doesn't keep improving or gets worse I'll go to the Dr. The sugar thing already seems to be abating some--it was just so weird to go from not wanting it at all to-boy that sounds good!
Now I'm just dealing with the remnants of my life, trying to find out how much the alcohol was responsible for and what percent just crazy I am. At the moment life without alcohol even though it brought the crazy front and center just seems vast and boring. I don't even know where to start picking up the pieces--it just seems completely hopeless and I feel I've done all I can. Unless sobriety brings miracles and superpowers. I do know in a way I am glad that this all happened because I would have never got to the point to eliminate alcohol from my life entirely. I always flirted with it, didn't drink at all when the kids were growing up, had alcoholism in my family so was afraid of it. At least now I know it is something that is not for me.
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