Thread: I Hate Myself
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Old 05-15-2015, 06:46 AM
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BD84
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Day 2 and I feell amazing. I slept like a baby and woke refreshed. I read on another post someone said "I kept thinking when I could sneak off for a swig of vodka to go with my wine(for me is beer)" thats me and its a sad existance. If I can not handle a few beers and be happy on a saturday evening with friends then the beer wont be bought either. Vodka is the devil and will not be in our home anymore. I drank whiskey for years and never was or had to be sneaky. Had a bad day at work in 2013 and got vodka and OJ. Since then great things have happened in life but I have also become dependant/addicted.

Last night I heard 0 about the night before. Just love and kindness. I am one lucky man and have to kick the mess to the curb. There are 3 in my relationship right now and one has to go. I am not going to let it be me or her. Its going to be the Gilbys.
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