Thank you for all your kind words and suggestions it really is a massive help. I'm sorry I'm I've taken a while to reply , so as the title says this morning I had a message saying my Mum had been taken to hospital. So it turns out she has been vomiting blood and can't stop. They've taken her into hospital and we are waiting on results of numerous tests. I feel so guilty because at the moment I feel nothing just another trip to the hospital to be patched up and sent on her way. I feel so guilty because I'm beginning to hate my own mother.
