I had my support group again last night, the one where my kids go to their group at the same time. I pulled their counselor aside as I was leaving last night, thanked her, and told her that she pretty much saved my life. Not because she didn't report me, but because she told me that she needed to figure out if she should. I have never felt a fear as intense as I felt that night. I will never, ever risk losing my kids again.
Day 17