No SV, she does not drink nearly as much as me usually.. We DO have this Co-dep thing going on that if one of us relapses the other will follow eventually. I thought I had weathered that storm by making it through 3 of hers in this past yr---then I drank. So ....like 1 step forward, 10 back. My test is coming at 6am. Do I really need one to stop shakes/sweats or is my dis-ease creating the symptom to be fed? I HAVE realized a lot of my thinking has been AV addled and just plain irrational. Last 2 times we both quit I had to take the lead and last year I even left for a week. My suspension is over for cussing out staff so I'm glad to be back. I should never attempt to garner pity or pick fights on a "sober site". I'm sober since like 2pm yesterday....