Great job NYMets. I did the same thing - bargaining that I don't have any big meetings to worry about tomorrow so I can go into work hungover. Hey I can also go into work NOT hungover.
I'm not enjoying the feelings I have tonight after a really tough day of pretty much everything going wrong - I always would've masked these feelings before with alcohol. It hurts. I'm telling myself that we are human and sometimes we hurt. It's okay. There are things in life we won't like. It just sucks. But tomorrow will suck less. Hopefully.
It always gets better ... no need to compound the hurt with the hangover nonsense.
I enjoy having my heart beat normally thank you very much.