Welcome Sam!
I like you was a 2 bottle of wine most night drinker! I was soo tired of this never ending battle with myself! I got off that train 37 days ago and while not always peachy, I do feel a lot better!
Best part no hang overs, no hiding in my closet and lying to my kids about wether I had been drinking, no feeling sorry for myself, no suicidal thoughts.. The list goes on and on!
You can actually do this! sobriety is not something that is out there, out of reach... It's within you to want to stop and stay stopped!
We are here for you!