I'm sorry I haven't been around the last couple of weeks but life has been so busy with the weather and birthdays and family and stuff so I've been online the last 2 days and only just finished reading to the bottom and your last post.
OMG I seriously thought you'd decided to hang around here for a bit! Hope you see this message Cohiba, I was about to share my life story but don't think it's appropriate but feel free to PM or pop back here....
I just saw myself in your last post and my new-self is jumping up and down battering the stupid beastie shouting such nonsensical self righteous garbage.
Have you looked into AVRT?
The weather is just right for a refreshing drink in the garden with a ciggy (still not kicked THAT habit into touch!) so I will sign off by wishing you the best of choices for your life and save the life story for another occasion.
Keep on keeping on x
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself