Originally Posted by
ClearLight 
Thanks all. I'm not really sure what kind of help to ask for. Probably not ready for a sponsor. Phone numbers would be nice. My pattern is buying wine on the way home from work and then drinking at night. I wake up and resolve never to do that again and by the end of the work day I have literally forgotten my problem. Either that or I tell myself this is the last night. In the morning I know that's a lie. In the evening I think that is the truth. So, I guess if I had numbers to call on the way home it would help a lot.
I go to meetings in the evenings which helps a lot on the walk home :-) I also alternate with some morning meetings which sets me up for the day.
If you share, then it's likely that people will come up to you afterwards to talk anyway. As soon as someone finds out I'm newly sober or that I'm new to that meeting, I get given a number or two!