Hey Creek
5 months is great.
I think it is possible to change - 8 years ago I was killing myself, now I'm not.
If you find yourself getting dependent on things like ice cream or french fries or whatever, I find those things are easier to curb - they're not on the same level as my addiction to drugs and alcohol.
I think there's a difference between being vigilant and being scared that the AV is going to ambush us.
I firmly believe that I have to co-sign any insanity that might put me back where I was before.
I refuse to do that - I hold the keys to my future and my happiness