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Old 05-10-2015, 04:27 PM
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TheCrimsonKing
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The face of addiction

Why am I posting this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3tiz7oyX5A

...Because this is the secret me. Alcohol for me is a swim in polluted waters, full of snakes from the past and crocodiles ready to snap at my heels..

My gift of self is raped.

Everyone that knows me...on a superficial level....my work collegues, my 'friends' from my clubs/activities.....know me as King who is fit, strong and healthy. Nobody knows my addiction secret....

Nobody that is apart from my family. Oh they know. They know the darkness that resides in the King's skin. They know my demons. They've seen them. It's probably why we are not close. It's probably why we don't stay in touch. It's probably why I feel a nagging sensation inside me that won't let me rest. It's probably why I can't settle myself....It calls, I tell it to fvck off...but it won't...

My family and my ex'es. They've seen the dark side. Get close to the King and he will hurt you. Like you won't believe. I made you feel so good, didn't I? You weren't expecting the bad....

******* split personality. I need a solution...

my family don't seem too familiar and my enemies all know my name, if you hear a tap on your window...you better get on your knees and pray. This is panic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhc1LB_0auM

Panic is on the way.

Last edited by Dee74; 05-10-2015 at 04:48 PM.
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