I know it is rough, I had a hard time not wanting to quit completely. I would go a few weeks then drink again, maybe a few months between benders even. I loved the booze I did not want to stop.
Eventually it started to make me so sick even smelling booze but I still drank, I got to the point where my wife took me to the ER sick and drunk blacked out. I crossed some kind of line that night where I knew I wasn't having fun all along but it really sunk in. I never want to be in that shape again.
Not drinking ever again alone will not make me rich, physically fit, organized, healthy, or happy... but I KNOW if i do drink i will never reach these goals EVER.