Are you sure there weren't some things that had improved in your life by that point? I had a similar experience at about the 90 day mark, I was still sluggish and never did get the pink cloud feeling that some experience. But what I did notice unexpectedly was that I still had money in my pocket when the end of the month hit. I was not working a program and I'm sure what I was doing would be described as "white knuckling."
But things did most definitely improve over the next year.
Stick with it. Don't think of it as starting from scratch even if you do have to go get a chip that starts over. You now know for sure you can make it at least 87 days. 6 months ago did you even think that was possible?