You have more than your job.
You have a home, a hubby that cares very much about you. He wouldn't be doing this if he didn't care about you and your health.
You have family - your 3 sisters. You have access to medical care.
Some people have none of these things.
You have to want to do it for you.
You sound like a smart, sassy lady.
There are other ways other than AA.
Perhaps as Dee always say's, it's time to make a plan.
Do you drink mainly at night? Or are you drinking through the day?
I really wish you the best xx