No-one is a lost cause.
No one.
I'm just scared this will go on and on and I won't ever get my life back. I don't know what ever possessed me to start drinking, but I hate myself for it, as I ruin my life with it, over and over, a little more with each sip.
That's all the more reason to stay here rather than 'tuning out' surely?
Do you think maybe you need a more definite plan?
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